My Friends mean the world to me. Without them, I would be nothing. If I didn't have my friends I would have nothing to live for. Its because of them I am still here. I love them all for different reasons, some more then others but that's my issues. I would do anything for them. If they need something I get it done for them. And I know that they would do the same things for me. I most likely wont be connected to everyone in the next few years, but I know ill have some of them. Unfortunately, over some conflicts in the 8th grade, I don't have many friends from my previous school but I have 2 or 3. So coming to EWSIS has changed a lot, No one knew me, so I was able to start over and I met so many great people.
I know I talk about my friends a lot but I don't think I ever will stop. I want people to know how I feel and if telling them about my friends is the way then so be it. But I want to show people that even when things are bad, if you have good friends then there are no problems. When I'm sad I turn to them for help and they help me as much as they can. They way I meet most of my buddies is I stand out from the rest of the crowd.
Standing out has always been a common thing for me. I don't like to fit in with other people, I'm my own person and I don't need to be told what to say, wear or do. The only people I care about what they think of me are my closest friends. When I say stand out, I mean I try to look as abnormal as possible. Mainly not matching and wearing abstract clothes. I have never really fit in with too many people. In all of my schools so far I have had my own little group or friends and that was basically it. Just them, if someone says I look stupid for wearing something then they can keep that opinions in their own minds, it wont bother me at all. Ive dyed my hair all different colors, I've worn weird jewelry, worn weird stuff but my friends don't care. And if they did care, I would think about what they said, hen do what I think is right for me from there. Appearance is nothing to me, its who you are on the inside. That's it for me.
I'm not a normal person. Being normal has never been in my mind. I wear dark clothes with birth colors, I never match, I wear a lot of jewelry. I wear spikes and other random this I come across. I wear a pink studded belt and a white sweater. None of my friends care what I look like, they just care who I am on the inside. I have a few close friends and these are them.
I have a large social circle. But I have a few close friends. Whenever I can, I spend as much time with them as possible. Usually we spend our after school hours in the Queens Botanical Gardens. We are always together, at lunch in classes we have together. Its great for us.
One of them is Ashlie. She has been there for me whenever I need help with anything. If there is a problem with someone or someone is talking about us. We help each other with everything.
Another one is Jordan. He has my back with everything. Him, Ashlie and myself always take the train home together, there we talk about problems, or fun things or whatnot.
Then there's Izzy. She is like my little sister I never had or wanted. She is fun to hang out with, she is a bit insane and has her little mean streak but shes caring and she accepts everyone for who they are.
Mathew's turn. He is over 6 feet tall and over 200 pounds but he is one of the nicest people you will ever meet, hes the genital giant. He feels no pain and can hold a lot of weight, so he is our punching bag and stunt double. When i get pumped on sugar, i fun around like a mad man and do stupid things, and he is there laughing at me and joining in. I run up his back then jump off, vault over him and any other weird stuff you can think of.
And then, there was Cha. He is our buddy, somewhat violent but its fine. Hes cool, he has cool hair and hes very active. He fits in with us very well. Now our newbie, Vincent. He seems like a duplicate of me. He is also insane and has the same taste in music as I do. I hang out with them almost everyday after school.
Then there are others who mean a lot to me but i don't see them as often.
Arsie. He is a kid who looks like hes into classical music and drinks cups of tea but hes a full blown metal head. Unrealistic but true. Dickson and Andi. They are my brothers. When ever we need something done, we help each other do it. If it comes to relationship problems were there for each other. These 8 people are like my other family. They are the people I care the most about .Then there are others but these are the not in this school.
This animal was really cool. We had a lot of fun with the squirrel, that was the most interesting thing that happened to me that day and probably with week. It was fun too see how unafraid the animal was, and how it would eat out of our hands and walk on Mathew's back. We never did see the squirrel again. That is life. But if you have good friends then life dose not seem so bad. I love all my friends and would do just about anything for them. And I know they would do the same for me. I know we will be friends for a long time, no doubt about that.