I don't pay mind to what it is that they say, I pay mind to what it is they aren't saying.
Is my out look on life negative or positive? I admit I am a bit half and half. I am always trying to stay hopeful for no reason. I have my days when I am one of the most social people, other days when I hate being social: putting on a smile with no purpose, pretending that everything is fine when deep down inside you know your at your lowest. Even though at this point in my life I feel fine. I can honestly say I am happy and satisfied with my place in this world right now, but I do know good things don't last long and I refuse to let my heart go cold again.
I believe in staying positive when I have no reason to be. There is a saying that I love: “Don't go through life. Grow through life.” Even though I am a bit negative, I always try to see the good in the bad. Our life is what we make it, and if you hate the world then the world will hate you. I believe I am more of a realest, always analyzing people and sometimes being able to see what they can be capable of. Realest, that's what I live by i may not always be right about it but i always find my way to the truth. I believe that as my life goes on, I will only analyze and learn more and more. I just hope to stay positive through my journey.
My outlook on life is neither optimistic or pessimistic, I am more of a realist. I live my life with almost no moderation. I either have one cookie or the whole box. I either like someone or I don't. I am either very social or so anti-social that it should be a crime. I look at people to look into who they really are. “What is hidden is more interesting than what is obvious." I first came across this quote in 2009, and instantly I felt as if this was written for me or at least should have been. It says a lot about what I mean by seeing who people really are. I don't pay mind to what they say. I pay mind to what it is they aren't saying.