What Am I Suppose to do? >_<
I was wondering how I should move on in my life. I can't be with my friends anymore and I'm making new friends. My memories with my old friends were soo good. There was a lot of happiness in it and there were so many fun times back then. But now, it's hard being a middle schooler. My effort is just being wasted on such work that is first handed in and then gets lost later on. There isn't that much happiness in being one either. I don't know what to do now.
My parents would just say to just concetrate on my education but it's no use. Even though I get good grades, my new friends aren't as funny as I think they would be. I thought that I would start a great, new part of my life, but it just became worse. I didn't have anybody by my side whenever I needed help and I'm always forced to do this and that. I have also been getting stressed lately because of the work I have been getting. I didn't have a lot of fun lately. My parents would come home without even saying, " I'm back, Angela", and I only got to talk with my 2 best friends. They were always in my memories and whenever we were together in the same school, we would say hilarious jokes and stuff. We would talk about the craziest and world-record things we heard of, too. I can't take this anymore if I just become more lonelier and lonelier.
In conclusion, should I just continue thinking what can happen tomorrow, continue being like this, or think of another way of moving on with life. Living can be a big adventure sometimes. I feel like I should make the present be like my past now. I don't know what I should do now. For anybody that's reading this, you might not understand this so if you don't understand this, you don't have to comment on this.

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Ummm... well, I think I
Ummm... well, I think I understood most of it... like, some times when I complain about stuff to my mom, she says- "there are people that are worse off." ...or something along those lines. :P Just remember that, I guess. (shrugs) ...But if its the HW your stressin about, I can totally help you there! ;D I take every chance to do my HW, even if its only a little. Read your BC (Book Club) book on the train, or do some work at lunch, ...anything! Oh! And don't focus on the negative things so much! Think about happy things... and Smile! :D hope I helped ^-^
Thanks for your advice esme!
Thanks for your advice esme! :) I'll try to, if my mom doesn't start meantioning anything I don't want to think about. And it's not the homework I'm getting stressed about.
I agree thats some good
I agree thats some good advise, maybe I should take some and pass it on to others.
Hi Angela, ive read alot of
Hi Angela, ive read alot of your discussion posts i htink that you should be a little bit more positive about the situation, i know how you feel about issing your old friends and stuff because everyone from my old school went to a different school. But i made new friends quickly and im really having a good time although it may not be the same you should atleast try to have a great time with your new friends I think that you should just keep on thinking positive because negative thoughts dont take you anywhere. You should also talk to your parents about one day going out to the movies together every once in a while or going to a broadway show or something or just playing a game at home. I hope that this advice helps you.
Gabby
Ya thats like totally true.
Ya thats like totally true.
I think you should join an
I think you should join an afterschool activity. If your not really in the mood to do this maybe you should become more outgoing and talk to different type of people from different cliques. You will probably always have the friends you have now but, i think you feel that you don't have them as much because your starting a new chapter in your life going to a new school.
Maybe being in an after
Maybe being in an after school activity would release your mind off of all this stress of your friends and stuff.
Seriously, seriously,
Seriously, seriously, seriously. Your always posting negative stuff. Can't you post a good positive one. At least? If your so stressed out with all your friends, education and all that stuff, then you should just be who you want to be. If you CAN"T take this any more then you should've done something about it like talk to them about it, not just to keep it to yourself because nothing like that will work. I'm not trying to be mean or anything, I'm just telling you this. Sorry if this dosen't help cause' I'm pissed of also. And, I'm not playin.
Sry,
Emichii
YEA CUZ I WAS SOO BORED AND
YEA CUZ I WAS SOO BORED AND I'M ALWAYS ONLINE SO I JUST HAV 2 POST THIS KIND OF POSTS >_<
always online? LOL Me too!!
always online? LOL Me too!! I can't resist. I'm reading the manga Power Puff Girls Doujinshii. Watever it's called. Sry for that other post. I was so mad..........
Dear Angela, I understand
Dear Angela,
I understand what you mean. Its kinda the same with me. I mean I have 1 or 2 friends that i can really relate to but you still cant tell them everything. Not that you don't trust them or anything. More like you don't feel comfortable telling them.
My definition of true friend: A true friend is a friend that wont laugh at your feelings, but would laugh at a joke you made, that wasn't really funny.
My definition of a true
My definition of a true friend is a person that stands up for you when you have a fight at school with a bully and is a person that would only speak the truth- whats on his/ her mind.
Yay!Yay! Emichi posted! :D
Yay!Yay! Emichi posted! :D ~desu! :3
Anyway, Emichi is right. Negitive coments are a no-no (ºAº) Try to post nice things, instead of...of... um negitive stuff. Sure, we can get a lot of HW, but just think of all the HW in latter grades... O.O
Esme-Desu!
mou! i just typed this cuz i
mou! i just typed this cuz i was bored so i just typed watever cums up in my head, and wat's with the desu?
!!! \(ºAº)/ \(ºAº)/ \(ºAº)/ !!!
D=< HOW DARE YOU INSULT THE DESU!-Desu! er...um.... Nya! =3
Esme-desu-er-Nya! ^w^
Hai, Hai Usagi~chi. I think
Hai, Hai Usagi~chi. I think that posting negative stuff isn't good for you because your going to keep on doing that then you will be ONLY posting negative things~chi. I post postive and negative all the time~chi. But I try to balanced them so there would be like a half-half thing where they are both equal~chi. *^ -^* Hello Angichi~chi!!!!! (hey, doesn't that sound weird?) Bye ttyl
I get what you mean, trust
I get what you mean, trust me,
even though I like this school it doesn't fill me up,
and I can't talk to ANY of my true friends, and one I couldn't even say bye to, which was terrible because he was like a brother to me, and some of my best friends that were like my sisters. My old school was like a home to me, like in 4th grade, I had THE worst teacher ever but it was THE best year ever, all because of my friends and us ganging up on my teacher.
My advice is, don't keep it bottled up, like I am, just try to let yourself loose and be HAPPY! :)
Also, maybe you can take an after-school program like Yoga, it actually relaxes you (I take it!) Besides, it makes you sound more awesome :D
Well angela im guessing your
Well angela im guessing your going to have to move on. This doesnt mean u have to foget about your previous freinds, you can always talk to them and hang out with them on weekdays when your not doing much work. Since you might not be in the same school as them doesnt mean u cant make new freinds&you have to be all alone bc u want your best freinds. You can make a schedule as on saturday and sunday hang out with so and so. Friday hang out w. so and so. And continue so you can always have you bestfreinds by your side and have your new freinds. It was hard for me and i got through it and its gonna be difficult for you too but i belive you can do it xD
Good luck D:
-Xhoana [joe-anna)
I agree your still going to
I agree your still going to have all of the old memories in your mind with plenty of room for new memories to come.
I thought I commented on
I thought I commented on this,
but I'll do this again,
Angela,
I DO understand,
I know it seems like I don't,
but I do,
I think no one understands nowadays,too,
and that they'd think it's silly of me to be so attached,
but honestly, my friends at Elementary were like my brothers and sisters, the people who made my school home.
I get what you mean,
but advice is,
just to let go and enjoy everything,
it helps. :)
Not everything is going to
Not everything is going to make sence right away. Its like taking your first baby steps; you must take them slowly and one at a time- there should be no rush in life just take a step at a time.
I agree, that's what
I agree, that's what happens as you get older. You learn who your true friends are, how to have fun and live your life. But now you're just standing there, in the middle of the earth wondering who you really are in middle school that is.
I mostly know how you feel when I went to my new school i sat with the only person I knew at lucnh. I really love my new friends a lot but I can never seem to let go of the past. At times in the new school I felt stressed because it was harder than my old school and my friends just weren't the same. It does get better though so don't give up. By the way your not alone. :)