What Am I Suppose to do? >_<
I was wondering how I should move on in my life. I can't be with my friends anymore and I'm making new friends. My memories with my old friends were soo good. There was a lot of happiness in it and there were so many fun times back then. But now, it's hard being a middle schooler. My effort is just being wasted on such work that is first handed in and then gets lost later on. There isn't that much happiness in being one either. I don't know what to do now.
My parents would just say to just concetrate on my education but it's no use. Even though I get good grades, my new friends aren't as funny as I think they would be. I thought that I would start a great, new part of my life, but it just became worse. I didn't have anybody by my side whenever I needed help and I'm always forced to do this and that. I have also been getting stressed lately because of the work I have been getting. I didn't have a lot of fun lately. My parents would come home without even saying, " I'm back, Angela", and I only got to talk with my 2 best friends. They were always in my memories and whenever we were together in the same school, we would say hilarious jokes and stuff. We would talk about the craziest and world-record things we heard of, too. I can't take this anymore if I just become more lonelier and lonelier.
In conclusion, should I just continue thinking what can happen tomorrow, continue being like this, or think of another way of moving on with life. Living can be a big adventure sometimes. I feel like I should make the present be like my past now. I don't know what I should do now. For anybody that's reading this, you might not understand this so if you don't understand this, you don't have to comment on this.