Why does every day feel the same?
Came to school today, and I'm in a mellow mood. Woke up this morning, checked the weather to see what gear it's looking like today. So I peep it was going to be about 80 degrees, but rain. So I came outfitted with (grey stop playing -.-) black polo tee, Taverniti with a bottle cap belt and boots to finish it off. Met up this morning with my bro, lite up before I hop on the train dolo. I had to take the 5 train one stop to 180th to transfer, but DAMN the joints was out there, and not to be on my flow, but I defiantly had eyes on me. So fast forward: got to school, mack with my bros Tony and Justin in the hallway for a little while then head to class. Might be late, but still work has to be done lol. I'm glad the school put lunch 7th period again cause now school basically ends at 2 PM, right after sixth period.
I'm wondering, why does everyday feel the same? If someone was to ask me what's your favorite day of the week, honestly, I wouldn't even know what to say. Days go by nothing changes, nothing new. At times something might seem different, but the memory seems the same. I used to hate coming to school, and now I fell like without school I wouldn't have anything to do. Weekend comes, but as I live it, by Sunday I realize its been the same as last week. Then again, I'm not complaining because compared to how I used to live my life back in the days, (I definitely sound old by that lol, by yeah.) I was more into hanging out, chilling until late, parties, and all. I've chosen the settled life since I came to the school I attend now, Bronx Academy. Came here about the second semester of my junior year from John F. Kennedy. I'm now into my second year of senior year. I mean, Regents are on deck, but credits I been messing even before I left Kennedy. I'm not mad or regretful of what my decisions are because I knew the consequences for being a clown.
Sitting down at the computer, emptying my mind in words: I guess my teacher is pretty cool. He's relaxed and patient all the time. Sort of like he feels his life is at peace. Krissy be going HAM on him sometimes even though its out of fun, but it's weird because when you look at her she always doing her work, so I respect. My teacher tells us to call him Paul, and personally that's not my cup of tea. Once you become the title of teacher your known to me as Mr./Ms. Being that his class isn't so bad as some people may seem. It's just an ordinary class, and if the class ain't live, then its wack. That's how people see it, but I do kind of agree. He makes us do these weird assignments such as sitting in a circle every time we enter the class. Then sometimes he makes us sit in alphabetical order from our last names. We even throw a ball around to the other students, but first have to say their names and say thank you to the person who threw it to you. I mean, it's unusual, but at the same time it's something different, so even though there are times I hate it, doesn't mean its not worth a chance.
Still I'm wondering, why does everyday feel the same? Another day, another dream, I guess is what I feel about this question. Even though another day is the same as the last, I feel all I can do is dream of a better time. At times, there's a thought asking me why. Why don't I have this or that? Do I deserve this? I feel like I'm missing a job in my life, and yes I do plan on getting one. So what I'm going to do is stop my bad habits so I will be able to get a job and not have to worry about the any tests. My days continue to stay the same because I choose to live by my major concerns, then think everything is fun and games. I'm not going sit here and try to remember all of it, but some of my main concerns are school, family, and just myself. Females were a big distraction in my earlier school years, and I feel like if didn't pay so much attention to them, I would've done way more school work.
Just came back from a fire drill, and now I have something to write about. I like the fire-drills because the whole school leaves so I'm able to see all the females from the school downstairs, and the new school that's around the hallway: not much to look at because a lot of them seem immature, and I ain't with that. I decided to come back upstairs instead of leaving because I'm really trying to finish my work. Today is Wednesday, so I'm also here for advocacy, and we be getting pizza every now and then. But since I came back upstairs, and the period was over, I still smelled no pizza, so I guess no pizza today. I'm stressed because I'm starving and I was looking forward to a slice of pizza since period 3. Today when get home, hopefully my gear that I ordered comes in the mail today because I've been waiting a couple of days now. I also have a pair of headphones on the way too and I defiantly want those. I think I'm pretty finished with this discussion post. So I'm going to wrap this up. School Pelle gear greys trues tavs, and nice to meet you. Bye.