Stress is cause by things you do life and school. And anything that bothers you can turn into stress. And that can be so annoying and you will go crazy. And then their is so much other things to worry about like how to make your way into life. And then all those things that are cause by stress will be your doom. And you will fall to stress and admit defeat and then you lose. And then your Lover will come along and pick you up. And help your through it and you will go through it all over again but just with help. And they are always there for you and they can always help you. And then their are bad times that you have and they can cause you pain. And then it can be physical pain or emotional pain and then you will be like so messed up out side and inside. And this is my theme for these stories.
Stressful day And Nights
Stressful days stressful nights I been driven crazy by every one. Teachers are always in your face screaming and yelling at you and the class. Then they throw eraser and chalk and everything else at you. Then they will make you have detention and you will be like god why won’t he help me through lie. I hear that little voice in my head and then its like he wont help you because you are a total mess up. And that stupid voice going on and on about how you have messed up and there is no turning back and then we always turn to god and be like what i did wrong. We always turn to god when you in trouble. 
When i finish cleaning the board and getting out of detention and i go out and be like now its time to go home. So as i walk home i see a bunch of kids that i wasn't to friendly with so i try to walk the other way. As i walk they follow me and i look back and they look right at me. I didn't care for them much I was just walking and walking. And a couple of blocks later I ditch them and they didn't know where I gone too. When I got home my mother was yelling at me because she got a call from the teachers at school and she heard that I was misbehaving in class. And I try to explain myself but she just wont let me talk so I was like ok fine whatever and I went into my room shut the door and didn't listen to them I didn't eat my girlfriend called me and then she said hey why aren't you online I want to talk to you and I was like lets talk on the phone. So we did and she just complaining about how life is. She dose not cause stress to be she is the only one that doesn't she can sometimes but not all the time. It’s a once in a blue moon kind of thing. And then I wake up and repeat the day all over and over again. This is what I think about stress and where it comes from.
Now their was another time that I was stress. But you see I'm stress all the time. It just life can be so hard on you and you can be face with the toughest decision in your life. And I had come across that. Like this other time my family wanted to go on a trip to somewhere we haven't gone. And my girlfriend wants to hang out with me for a whole week because she was free and our anniversary was coming up. The same week I was going to leave with my family I had to decide if I wanted to stay or go. And that was hard because I had to pick my lover or my family. And that was so hard and I picked my families which turn out bad. And the vacation was ruined and I was just all stress. So this is one of the time I was stress out.
Lover’s people that are beyond friends. They will always be their for you no matter what the situation is. I have a lover her name is Mei Yuet still going out with her fro about 8 months. We been through rough times. A lot of things we go though is common something’s are out of this world. But we done everything together. It was crazy how these past few months passed by so quick. It is true when you having fun time fly really fast. And now it seems like we don't have anytime together. It seems so short and we not gonna enjoy the upcoming years since we have school and everything. School is going to be hard for the both of us and it will be harder fro her since she has 10 periods. But I will wait till she gets out and we go hang out and do crazy stuff and have fun. From time to time we would look so perfect together and people will be like what a great couple and sometimes we have our down falls in our relationship and then we will always go at it and fix the problem in the end. Sometimes the problem can last for a long time but we both do our best not to get into them. Most of the time we don't have any problems at all we will just have fun all day and never care what anybody say. So it was fun and their will be more of those times to come. We just have to keep busy so time fly's by quick. Then we have so much fun together. And when that feeling comes the really soft but strong feeling. That you and her give off together it just feels so good you don't even have to say a word you don't have to do nothing when you together with her and just sitting there looking at something or each other the feeling is amazing. And if just feels like you swept away by that feeling and you fly away to some other distance place that no one can bother you. And that is what I think lovers are capable of and that's what they mean too me.
So this story is about lovers. One time I did some stupid stuff and I lie to her something I shouldn't have done. I lost her trust and everything surprisingly she didn't leave me. That was because she still love me even though I messed up and she told me we all make mistakes. And I will soon forgive you for it and we made up and moved on. But still she has not forgiven me for what I done and it is still kind of hard to talk to her because she would sometimes make fun of me when I'm speaking to her. And she would give those comments "uh huh, Yeah right" so its hard to get things straight but I'm still determine to correct my wrongs and hopefully she will forgive me for what I have done. I have apologize for what I have done and I just hoping she will trust me again.
Pain
Pain is it physical or emotional to me its both. I felt pain physically I got beat up before. Wasn't a fun experience until I learn the concept of fight and doing martial arts. And then it was easy one time these guys in school picked on me and they wanted to fight me after school so I said alright. Then I went and this one guy came up to me and we had a fight. Their was no rules so we could use anything and then we were fighting. And every punch he landed it hurt me bad. But I just got up and threw my punch 5 times hard and landed it. So it didn't feel so bad in the end when he looked more messed up then me. That was my physical pain I sometimes still get into them but I try to avoid them since I cant afford to get anymore injury's. But their is another pain that hurt as much as physical sometimes it can kill you. Its a pain that sometimes you don't know where it comes from. It comes from the inside no its not pain cause by disease. its called emotional pain, pain that is cause someone hurt you by saying stuff that really hurt. They sometimes can make fun of you and you will get offend by it or it will just be like what the hell why you say that. Their were times I found out that some of my friends back in Brooklyn were not true friends. They hurt me by backstabbing me they had a two face. Once they are nice to you and then later its like I don't know you. And that gets to some people and it will hurt them. And then that would be like really hurtful to you. But you some how figure out where it comes from and then you just try to avoid it as much as possible. When someone makes fun of me I just sayok and ignore them and be like whatever. Sometimes it gets to me and then we have a problem. But that don't really happen so I just let it go I really don't care. And sometimes you can visualize and think that you got a cut and then you take a patch and patch it up. Then sometimes you forget about it then you go do what you do. Those are pain that's what I think pain is.
So this story is about pain. And I been though it I been through physical pain and emotional pain. It hurts you physically and it can kill you I would know because I was fighting for my life one time. I was fighting and then I was jumped by these other people I don't know but they wanted my money or something I had. And it was like 7 on one and I took them on. I got beaten to a blood pulp but I did the same to them. And I lucky made it to the hospital by foot but it was only 2 or 3 blocks away. That was how I got though physical pain. Emotional pain I'm still going though. To tell you the truth Emotional hurts more then physical because its not real pain its not like oh I'm bleeding its your thoughts that hurt you. And the pain is ass real as the physical and it is destructive. I had emotional pain in school a couple days ago I had a mental break down at lunch and I was crying something I don't really do but I did. And I was crying and I was like I miss her and it hurt so bad. So that is another time I ever had physical and emotional pain.
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by dingler1109
This reminds me of me
Hi my name is Jonathan and I agree with a lot of things you said in "Stress love and pain" because I think that stress, love and pain tend to be apart of what goes on in life. I also think that we don't always make the right choices in which case we in flick pain on ourselves and as for love it comes and goes and olny stays for as long as you allow it to because love is a gift.
the sentence that yoy wrote that says " Stressful days stressful nights I been driven crazy by every one." i think that everyone feels that way at one point waiting for a brighter day.
Stress Love And Pain, Oh So Very Important
I liked your message "Stress, Love, and Pain" because everyone goes through stress, love, and pain. We have to go through this everyday especially stress in life. Since people stress there are so many problems and stuff in people's life. Stress is caused by school in everyday life and stuff because of all the work that we are rushing to finish.
One sentence that stood out to me is " Lover’s people that are beyond friends. They will always be their for you no matter what the situation is." I think this is very meaningful to a lot of people and to someone like me too. The people you love is beyond friendship, it is something that you can't lose and there can only be one person that you love in your life and i found that one person in my life already and her name is Hiba. She is always there for me no matter what the situation is and im always there for her too.
Another sentence that i enjoyed was " Pain is it physical or emotional to me its both. I felt pain physically I got beat up before." This stood out for me because it is the same for me and it is a physical and emotional feeling. I also remembered when i got beat up before too and it was not a good feeling as well. I felt all the pain and everything and I just thought I lost everything I had in my life and I just had no one, but I know everyone cared about me especially my loved ones.
Your story reminds me of something that happened to me. One time I had the same feeling about you saying that Mei Yuet has 10 periods in school and she comes out late and everything and you won't see her that often and stuff. I was wondering what I am going to do when Hiba goes to a different school and I won't see her that often anymore either. I wouldn't know what is going on in the other school and I can't help her or anything and be with her all the time now. Since she is in EWSIS with me still I can look out for her and everything, What is going to happen when I'm not around? I don't know what is going to happen and a lot of guys hit on her and stuff, but I know for sure one thing even though she goes to a different school that she is all mine and no one else would have her and this is all about trust in your relationship and trust is an important thing when you are in love with each other.
Thanks for writing. i look forward to seeing what you write next, because all the things you wrote stood out to me like the pain, love, and stress. Everything was just so strong and meaningful and it caught my attention to read your story. There were also some very strong thoughts and stuff that you put into your writing. I want to see another of your stories to see what you have in store next for us people because truthfully to tell you, your story rocked and it was really good.
WOW.. this writing of yours
WOW.. this writing of yours is really full of "stress".. I agree that most of my stress comes from relationships and families. which is the annoying ones. sometimes I'll be all stressed out on "if I should tell my parents this or that." and when I felt like im having a bad day a really need someone to be there for me to talk to and get everything out at once. ALSO with school, as of now junior year is full of grades and all that stuff to worry about. and I'm so happy that its almost over than senior year comes.. all of that such all voer AGAIN!.. life is jsut full of "repeating" same stuff over and over.....
Nice LONGGG writing. :] I enjoy it.
Reply to Stress Love and Pain
I think that what you said about stress is true. Teachers, and parents the people who put the most stress on you. Maybe not knowing that they do. But they do. I have no idea why teachers would. Becuase some don't even know you or anything about you and they still make judgements about you.
It's great that you found someone to love and who loves you this early in life. Most people would say that you don't know anything about love. But from what I've read, you really do. I wish you two nothing but happiness in the time to come.
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I get what you mean parents and teachers put the most stress on us but dont realixe it.
Very Nice bro I see pain as
Very Nice bro
I see pain as physicall and emoitonal... But the whole concept of fighting, i dont like to cause anyone else pain, physicall or emotional. If i do i feel really bad, if i play handball and hit someone with the ball, i will feel bad...unless its intentional ^.^
Girls are a big stress out factor, thats whay i play handball, if i hit a ball, and not a person its good for me, then i have a sence of accomplishment for doing something. But i also like to look at past memoires, photographs or just in my minds eye.
I understand that life is full of dissapointment and im ok with that, so i jsut accept it and make myself happy in any way
and thats what andii and i are here for, were ur stress relevers
Stress, Love and Pain, Oh So Very Important
I really liked, "Stress, Love and Pain, Oh So Very Important" because it talks about 3 subjects that come together and create (in some cases) who you are. Well yeah stress is the worst and sometimes you got to learn how to deal with it, and in this piece you explain how the process begins and ends. Love is well.....i really can't explai =(, so i guess love is just love? Pain is something that every human being goes through and ofcourse it hurts, such as emotional pain that is the worst one (which i agree) and can really mess you up inside.
One sentence you wrote that stands out for me is:
To tell you the truth Emotional hurts more then physical because its not real pain its not like oh I'm bleeding its your thoughts that hurt you." I agree with this sentence.....emotional pain does hurt and is probably the worst pain ever. Emotional pain would include some of my very experiences when I lost 2 loved ones the same month, when people talk about you and the whole school talks about you and how nobody should ever go near you or even be seen talking to, and ofcourse when people isolate you from everyone and verbally abuse you . All of these pains are very intense and it hurst so much you wish you very invisible and maybe sometimes even dead. Well yeah sometimes when you think it's going to be a good day, it ends up being a bad day when you think of things that you have faced and try to forget and leave those memories in the past.
Abother sentence I likes was:
So this story is about lovers. One time I did some stupid stuff and I lie to her something I shouldn't have done. I lost her trust and everything surprisingly she didn't leave me. That was because she still love me even though I messed up and she told me we all make mistakes. And I will soon forgive you for it and we made up and moved on. But still she has not forgiven me for what I done and it is still kind of hard to talk to her because she would sometimes make fun of me when I'm speaking to her. And she would give those comments "uh huh, Yeah right" so its hard to get things straight but I'm still determine to correct my wrongs and hopefully she will forgive me for what I have done. I have apologize for what I have done and I just hoping she will trust me again." Love can be funny sometimes, but the thing that counts is how much she loves you and no matter what she owuldn't let a lie (at that level) to hurt her on intervene with your relationsip =)
You story reminds me of something that happened to me. One time in junior high, a rumored was past around the whole school and people would talk about me, send me letters that were messed up and even isolate me to a table that i sat by myself. Even though people never forgot about that, i wished it never happened but then again that's life and sometimes it's hard to ove on from and experience where you saw no escape for 3 years. I had only like 3-6 friends in the whole school which sucked because i got separated form them in the 8th grade where some of them left to another school, so i had to face the wrath of the 8th graders alone =)
Thanks for your writing, I look forward so seeing what you write next, because i can totally relate to this piece of writing except for the par t about love (lol im such a loser =). Yeah so, your writing really cool and real l. Sometimes things in life can't be changed and it makes you want to runa away from everything and then people like your friends or lovers bring you back to reality to pick you right back up.
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I hate stress too! And yeah,teachers and loved ones do put a lot of stress on us. When you said "Teachers are always in your face screaming and yelling at you and the class" I immediately thought of a certain teacher I have now,who stresses me out all the time.
One thing I do to relief stress in yoga! (on the Wii fit of course).Yoga kind of empties your mind so...you should try it!
Ahh...
We all have our stressful moments. For a whole year I was stressed out. I felt the pain and not enough love. I began to become depressed and it affected me in ways I can't express through words.
Now I know how selfish I have been. The pain was only enhanced by myself bringing me down. Repeating all my mistakes over and over again. We are our own downfall. We are the one who bring ourselves down and its our job to bring ourselves back up. A lot of times we don't realize this until someone can point us in the right direction. In your case it was your love. We need to find our problems and focus on how to solve it and stop pitying ourselves. I got over my fears and depression thanks to my mother and her help. I always thought I was alone all that time but she backed me up even through my biggest mistakes. I am extremely happy right now and I'm actually glad I went through this life experience. Although there was pain, I gained knowledge and I can only work my way back up again.
In your post you said "Then they will make you have detention and you will be like god why won’t he help me through lie. I hear that little voice in my head and then its like he wont help you because you are a total mess up." I'm glad you realized your mistakes. You can't rely on others to solve your problems. They can only ease the pain. The only one who can help you through your tough times is you! Time heals all wounds depending on what you do with that time. Have a little courage and pay attention in school. You will realize that what they are trying to teach you is important and the only reason they yell at you is to help you realize you need to try harder. Thats what punishment is for. If you don't punish someone, how will they know not to do it again? Learn from your mistakes. What can I do to not get detention? Behave. What can I do to make my teacher stop yelling at me? Pay attention and do good in class, participate.
Good luck with your problems. I hope you will solve them using your own efforts. Don't rely on others! They have their own stresses and it would be selfish to let them take care of it. Even people with the best grades or they seem like they have an easy life have problems of their own. I hope you keep writing and work hard. I can only cheer you on, so keep trying!
awww.
aww. how cute.
you can clearly see how much youve been throuqh ;
and like , everythinq you said was well thouqht out.
( by the way ; i wish you luck with the miss's )
Your blog caught my
Your blog caught my attention because I feel that as a teenager, I go through these things quite often. We have all been stressed, especially in high school. Also, if you're going through a tough time with your lover, stress can add up to that.
Stress, love and pain all
Stress, love and pain all seem to relate to each other in many ways. This grabbed my attention because everyone deals with these problems especially if your in high school. As a teenager, many of these problems occur. If you have a boyfriend or girlfriend, you share a special bond, a bond of love. If you guys get into an argument, you feel stressed out on what might happen afterwards. If it leads to breaking up, you feel pain and start to feel stressed out. These problems mostly can occur in high school because you also have loads of work that can cause you to feel stressed out.
I agree with you i believe
I agree with you i believe that as a teenager, we're always going through stress. Especially in high school, because you might feel pressured into doing things you don't want to do. Also, you can fall pretty hard for someone, and if you and your lover are going through a rough time that effects you.
There is so much stress it
There is so much stress it is hard to keep up with your school work and social life, you just have to minimize the time you spend socializing . But if you do your homework first thing you get home then go on facebook or aim, it works out better. it is trying but it can work out.
There is so much stress it
There is so much stress it is hard to keep up with your school work and social life, you just have to minimize the time you spend socializing . But if you do your homework first thing you get home then go on facebook or aim, it works out better. it is trying but it can work out.
I thank you all for
I thank you all for replying.....I know we all can relate and again I thank you all for replying what other topic you want to talk about maybe I can write another one =P so tell me what you want me to write about and I will do so and then we can discuss that topic......post and comment see you next time XD
everybody has stress..
everybody has stress.. everytime when i go on the train theres nothing to do ... you just sit there not doing nothing and its annoying.... theres nothing to do but just think bout what happened today or the past.. also living here in ny is boring... i hate the cold... i dont like wearing long sleeves and jackets.. then the day feels more Boring.