I’ve always been unsure of what career path I would take in life. It must have taken me seventeen years of my life to realize music and performing is what i love and want to do and not just one of those phases id get bored with or get over. I want to sing and perform for the rest of my life for the world and even further. To me it’s something real. It’s my heightened sense of intelligence and my total wisdom in life. I find music in all things. Its not only an interest is a sanctuary I use to prove my existence. I admit I am not the best student my grades aren't the greatest and my actions are always the actions of a model student. But when I'm on stage I feel like I'm proving not only to myself but to all who doubt me because of my flaws that I am someone worth admiring and caring for. Also, that I'm someone who will make it and worth the times to take a second look at. The same set of people who look at me as a confused and wild adolescent by the time the show is over look at me with a stare in their eyes as if to say i want to see you grow in life you can make it "I believe in you". They see a shine in me i don't often get to show academically.
So, I'm supposed to type up some personal things on a website where everyone can read. awesome, I can start publishing it soon. this will no doubt make me new friends,enemies and of course, the embarrassment of it all.